STUCK IN THIS FEELING
Written by Alana Cheng
I’m consistently stuck in this feeling of breaking down way too easily, with everything that’s always so fragile as hell to me, in the heartbreak, to feel so absolutely awake, with so much to the feelings of distress that I just can’t seem to shake, but at least I know that none of what it is that I’m feeling are fake, as my anxiety can absolutely seem to take the cake, in having to make me feel so vulnerable, and these feelings of wanting to cry so badly are just so palpable, and it’s just so inconceivable as to how it could even be possible, to keep the doors closed on my repressed emotions any longer, but no matter what, I know that I will still come out alive and well, and so much stronger, as I’ve been stuck in this feeling, of all that my anxiety that has been bringing, but no matter what, I will continue to find the strength in me, to keep on singing, with all the words that are flowing out of me, I can only hope that it will become so obvious for anyone in the world to see, of what I am doing now, to become a much better and much stronger version of me, as I have been stuck in this feeling, of always endlessly breaking, but I am still here, and I am standing tall in seeking, the inspiration to keep on going, as all along in this life, I know for sure that I will always be knowing, ever so deeply, while feeling so stuck in this feeling of sadness and depression, I will still let myself sing and speak freely, to detach somehow from this dark touch of an everlasting repression, as I may always be stuck in this feeling of this dark and absolutely horrible depression, but no matter what, while feeling so stuck in this everlasting feeling, I know that in the end, I will continue to have the strength to keep on singing.