NARCISSISTIC DANGER
Written by Alana Cheng
It’s not an easy fit, not for one bit, as I’m just now discovering, your energetic power, of coming over me, with a dark cloud, and your narcissistic power, should never have been allowed, with all of your major negativity that you have bestowed, as it’s only caused me to be born into a life of going down such a very dark road.
I’ve been overcome, with so very much, and then some, as I’ve never felt so bad and so dumb, to not have known, in all of the ways that you have shown, as I’ve never understood and realized by each minute to the hour, amongst anything more to keep me under the influence of your horrendously narcissistic danger.
It’s not an easy road, with all that you have bestowed, to make me go through everything, of all that I’ve never seen coming, as I was just a child, and it’s really just so wild, how I’d have let you taken advantage of me, in the way that you have managed to be, to put me under the hell that you’ve had me go through, by the narcissistic danger of poisoning my entire well-being, all because of you.
It’s not an easy thing, to feel the anxiety that overwhelms me, whenever I’d hear the phone ring, by the emotions of hell that you’re already bringing onto me, just before I have to pick up and answer your call, I’m already in the state of feeling like I’m forced to take the fall, to go down and up, in the way of riding the wave of your dark and energetic weather, of your horrendous way of throwing me around with your horrifically narcissistic danger, as there is no place for me to feel safer, at least not here, as you have only brought upon nothing but such absolute fear, as you have caused me and everyone around you, to shed a tear, by the horrible feeling, of having to cause everyone to break down around you, for in the end, that’s something that you always live for to do, with your bestowing of so horrendously knowing, that with your sadistic angst to crucify everyone and me, with your narcissistic danger, to feel the constant need to destroy me, as that has always been your everlasting endeavor, for this will always be your strength in gaining, the narcissistic danger of fighting to the death to force your way into always winning.