THE WAY OF THE LIGHT
Written by Alana Cheng
I’m lost in a deep feeling to the ages of the wind, as the heartache only grows with time, as I don’t know what tomorrow is anymore, in the true uncertainty that I can feel from under my skin, to let the sadness win, as I’ve let the rain take me away, all through the night, and all through the night, while trying to continue the fight, to travel through the life of the portals that are open for me to charge right through to let myself find the way of the light, for anything, and for something, just to help me make it through to the other side, on this absolutely chaotic ride, of such a horrifying life of an uncertain slide, while feeling so emotionally drained and fried, from all that I can go through so endlessly, to have to go through the never ending loop of chaos to the essence of just wanting to find the way of the light of something that can possibly help to find a way out of the darkness, as I’ve felt so deeply how I can understand in some way, that I’ve lost the essence of my true happiness, from a long time ago, and it’s been so easily to just let myself go into the downward spiral of such deep sadness, while having to feel so enraptured in the madness, while trying so hard after all this time, just to find the way of the light, while continuing to go through this never ending fight, just to see if there is any genuine sense of happiness in sight, all through the day, and all through the night, but no matter what, in some way, I will always manage to be able to find the strength in me to find the beautiful way to get to where I need to be, even though for now, it’s just way too difficult for me to see, I know that I will still be able to find, the way of the absolutely beautiful light, from deep within the very soul of me.