I write it all out
I say nothing aloud
I know it will pass
I can't tell you.
There were so many times
I had the chance to tell you
The truth could've been revealed
But I can't bring myself to that level.
I'm doing the right thing
I know it will get better
If only you could see, in time
To forget and not remember.
There will be times i reminis
Of memorieswe had created
And times I wish to hide away
And forget you all together.
You've been the diamond in my eye
That shows me how to shine
And you've been the stitching of my heart
That is holding me together.
I just can not fall in love
I'm terrified of the pain
I don't want to lose you
I'm terrified it all may end.
So once again I write it out
And you will never understand
The truth I hold, the things I know
And the choices I have made.