I stare at the mirror again
Making sure my dress is perfect
My best friend and maid of honor
Tells me it's going to be okay
Nick would love me even if
I married him in my pajamas
I don't believe her, so I straighten out my dress
Again
My father shows up.
"Nick's waiting,"
he says,
"And he can't wait to see you."
I nod, and take his hand
Ending one chapter of my life
Starting another
Making my life complete
Marrying the man of my dreams
I start down the aisle
Get to my love
Start the vows
"Nickolas, do you take..."
The priest's voice is cut off
By what sounds like the fire alarm
I wake up
And realize that the only way
I'll stare into my angel Nick's eyes
Is the collage of posters
Hanging on my wall
Again I realize
I was dreaming
I'm always dreaming
I try to close my eyes again
Bring my angel in the tux back to me
But I can't
And it finally sinks in