into the night. into my heart. it's dark as the sky. you try to bring the light. but i can't see the beginning. i'm at the ending. i go backwards in fright. i don't want the middle. i want the ending. i don't want to wait. i want what's going to be. right here and right now. i want to be free. stop the struggle. just let me be me. it's seems never-ending. it seems i can't escape. life is what it is. so why the negativity. i try to be positive. i try to love the sun. but as the sun goes down. so does my eyes. i sleep through the night. awake in my mind. i talk in my sleep. the secrets i keep. that's how you'll know me. otherwise, good luck. break down the barriers. break down the mind. the emotions behind it. is a rush of passion. love so deep. hatred so dark. rage within me. you'll get all of me. can you share it. help me burden it. calm the soul. i seem so calm. i seem so at peace. but really i hide. i hide so well, i feel asleep. it starts to seep. you get a taste. can you handle it. can you handle me. am i worth it. i just want.. someone to love me. i love me. that'll be enough. but it gets so lonely. in my head. in my heart. i want a hand. to hold in the dark.