Stayed up all night.. A restless mind.. Reviewing all my wrongs and wrongs and repeats, that's not right.. Stayed up all night.. Reviewing memories in seconds. From dark to light.. I had to take a drive.. I had to go outside and watch the sun arise.. Clear my mind .. From dark to blue .. Feel my feet in the sand.. All I think of is you.. The triumph of my emotions.. They controlled my movements.. A puppet of myself.. The strings are heavy chains.. Though I try to break free.. It keeps a hold of me.. Awkward and moving.. Nervous and sweating.. Unthinking and thinking.. Overthinking and blinking.. Jagged movements.. Take it back.. Back and forth.. A Ping pong of thoughts.. I can't be free.. This is what U do to me..