Our Decrepit Doors

 

 

I do not belong in this rusted day and age

In the book of life this time is a burning page

 


Warding off suppressed depression

Living in the great depressed suppression

I’m suffocating in this disheartened day and age

Society in hospice, I’ve come down sick with rage

Everyone’s more disconnected and dumber

Absorbing constant bad news makes you number

 


I’m beyond tired of people, but I’m not tired of you

We walk hand in hand through the carnage of short-sighted excess

Together on an inescapable harsh trail we continue

 


Nothing sunny to say when I feel this way

Rays through the clouds of grey remind me to live in the today

But the grey clouds say tomorrow's already fucked anyway

It’s all damp ashes when I feel this way

 


I’m tired of it all, but I’m not tired of you

We crawl together through this comatose land

Together on this unavoidable beaten path we continue

 

The world is getting hopeless yet people don’t notice because they are too
Just meaningless cosmic bacteria worse than the dirtiest monkey in the zoo
Lighting their matches and dousing each other with gasoline
They’re not sure why they do this, but they know it feels good to be mean

 


I do not belong in this hollow day and age

In the book of life this time is a burning page

The few remaining days and nights of this age fill me with such rage

Searching for hope in such a hopeless decline

Not one piece of my mind can find peace of mind 

A cliff's edge teeming with parading fools is all I ever find

 


Humanity lies on its uncomfortable death bed

Of course humanity is too self absorbed and blind to know it’s almost dead

They only lived in the moment and invited doom in with a smile for their children

Did what’s best for themselves and left the future most certainly to ruin

 


Everything we thought would always last is about to explode

Everything we were too carless to care for is soon to knock on our decrepit doors

We’re soon to be all dead raccoons on the side of the road

 

 

I do not belong in this grim day and age

I’ve been abducted by my own undefeatable rage

 


I hate this day and age

I see the fire coming towards us on this burning page
I hate this irreparable day and age
I see the fire coming towards me on this burning page

 


By Adam Keith McElwain

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