Alone all alone in a very wide sea.
I've lost my way and there is no one but me.
I yelled and yelled but there was no response.
I kept on swimming , hoping to find a shore.
There was nothing but failure knocking on my door.
I yelled again until I was out of breath.
I was afraid this would be my death.
To die alone with no one beside me.
No friends nor family , none of them is to be found.
For I for eternity in my failures will be bound.
I failed a lot and lost their trust.
whenever I saw them looking at me I saw signs of disgust.
Never meant to fail just wanted to help.
Yet again I'm a failure when I touch something it breaks.
I don't know why my heart aches.
Maybe it's because I am near my grave.
My only wish is to see tears.
In the eyes of the people who neglected me all these years.
When they look at my corpse and see.
The smile on my face as I knew someone cared for me.
Only then I will know.
I will be happy where ever I go.
Abdelrahman Magdy.