Nothing can explain,
what you mean to me.
No words could show,
how I truly feel.
You know that I love you,
it's not hard to believe.
There's a lot you've put me through,
still I don't want you to leave.
My life has been,
one self denying lie.
My heart breaks down,
and many tears I cry.
It's the same tears every night;
the same person makes me cry.
If you really want to be just friends,
at least show me I'm worthy to be alive.
Author's Notes/Comments:
Tyler, if you ever read this, all I want to know is, was everything just a big lie? did you ever like me at all? what do i mean to you? This whole thing between me and you is really confusing, and I know I care about you, but I don't think you give a shit about me, so basically Im not going out of my way to make things right. If i feel like talking to you, I'll talk, and if you want to talk to me go ahead. I dont hate you, I never could. I guess its just time to move on. This is really hard, but I guess this is the end of whatever we could have been. or what I thought we could have been. See ya around.
