Unexpected

Life can slap you hard in the face.

Not comparing to the bitchin' we do everyday.

My world stood still.

It couldn't of happened to me.

Not again.

Unexpectedly.

God do I hate changes like this... this way.

And I pray for the next person

to notice my eyes.

Not to overlook.  

Or to expect everything will be okay.

I saw a happy life end.

Do you ever wonder how I'm feeling?

How a crack in the heart could devastate me?

Saw the last stages of someone's unexpected finale.

And I hate every photographic memory.

I am unimpressed by what is believed to be the truth.

Impressed by how hard I got slapped.

I was ignorant to think I was tough.

So stupid to think we were all in this together.

It was reality.

All in this alone.

Your soul.

No one to hold your hand.

Even though they expect to hold theirs.

God... how I hadn't expected this utter silence from all.

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