I try so hard to forget
Your error so silly
My mind is a mess
Can't forgive, forget
Your smile, your eyes
Nothing can make up
this regression
Every bottle I drink
out of is every memory
wanting to forget
Times that are so high
still in the back of
my mind
its there
I find it hard to tell you
Can't relate to any of you
with this black soul
This black mind, thoughts, memories
Hope you know
it's nothing against you
I can't let go... can't just be