Threw my body down
Sweating viciously
Seeking for the breath of life
Tightened wrists
Change has won over me
Message to the healers
Be good to those like me
Puzzles wrapped my memory
Looking at true eyes
Dark brown of pain
Crawling though webs of tears
Gashing blood through horns
Anguish screaming
Better than where I was
Looking for the way
To happiness
Drawing dark triangular shapes
Look straight at his face
Blind to the paper
No real reason for this life
Without the warmth, the light
Pain mixed with you
Horror to my heart
Pinched veins of the sounds
of your voice
Shoulders to hold
Hair to caress the pain
Cold hard floor
Take me in to you
Lick my long tears
Hold my tired neck
Let me feel you in me
Happiness again
Two in one
Images rushing through stars
The pain forgotten
No love is more powerful
Than yours or mine
Without it
An infant without heart
Your true eyes tell me
having longed for me
So long
So far
Take me into that
Which is you
Into your world
That will save me
Though this world we have made
Take me to him
And say that no more
She is mine
You will haunt her dreams
no longer
Now I will haunt that which
is her heart, her soul