A lingering shadow
Follows as I open this wooden gate
Tall green trees line the path
Holding my breath hoping I’m not too late
These silent steps of mine
Raise clouds of dust as each foot hits the ground
Even though I’m sprinting
I feel my speed will sadly let me down
I hold this hopeless fear
Knowing child and mother are both gone
I let go of my hope
Yet still I’m racing to see what was done
They saw I came too late
They both knew because I never appeared
I wonder if they cared
Hopefully they died from their own despair
I’d rather they be dead
From the unearthly breaking of their hearts
Then to die from the flames
The slow fire that consumed all their parts
Maybe they came to peace
Before their untimely final life’s stroke
Maybe they saw God’s light
Engulfing flames so righteous that they’d choke
Not that it should matter
Either way both of them still don’t exist
Left in this world alone
I know now there’s nothing worse I could miss
And now here I find them
Two motionless figures still my own blood
Anger turns into rage
Overwhelmed by this emotional flood
I cry as I collapse
I’m not even able to hold myself up
Whoops I hit a writer’s block
Let me see if I can try again
**AHEM**
The flash of lightning and the roll of thunder
Darkened skies covering my dying summer
Maybe you can hold me in your beauty
Maybe you can save me and set me free
I know I could love you more then any other
I know I could please you as a spiritual lover
I can’t do this
I hate the meter
I hate the flow
The only reason I did it
I did it all for show
I tried to be nice like I was one of you
Writing poems like the rest
Trying to fit in, well guess what…
I’m through
I have my own little style
It’s quirky and odd
And it’s been working for me all this while
I love the comments
I love the helpful editorials
But in all seriousness I don’t give a shit
You can keep them to yourselves
I can go ahead and check my own level of poetic oil
Just for shits and giggles
Want to know where the start of this poem came from???
I was watching gladiator
And his death in the end
Made me as gitty as a girl going to the prom…
While I’m ranting
I guess I have one more customer complaint err irritation…
“Ohh no mister John,
Why do you always use those stupid triple punctuations???”
He he look I did it again…
Well ya know what Bob
Think of it as my signature
Is it really that much of a sin???
Well I guess I’ll stop I guess for now I’m done
And to think, when you started reading this
You though it’d might be a good one huh???