What is there to do?
It's so hard to be a passenger
watching us fade away
You're slipping through my fingers
lost to the tenements of duty and time
the choice is made
constant echos catch me off guard
I swear I hear you calling
but when I come
you're not there
you send your ghost to taunt me
remnants of glistening hopes
swallowed by their smiles
they win again
they always have
I thought I had that one part of you
that tiny piece they never could
but it seems it's halved and quatered
there's not much left
if any at all
you've replaced us, me
and our impossible reality
with some other imposter
the lies you told were so real
I hold imaginary notes in my hand
and cast them to the wind
endless notes
I try to purge you
Every thought an easy betrayal
was it really ever for forever?
in the next life we said
that's too far away
so I write
endless notes
trying to forget you
endless possible futures
torn away
carved out the deep ones with lies
how do you do it?
Look through me as if I wasn't there?
you'll be back
another note offered to the wind
Ive begun tearing out hopes
to get to the place before I met you,
back to numb
They injected Lidocaine into my face
They injected Lidocaine into my face
So I'm numbfaced yet unfazed
Cannot feel the wind on my cheeks
Nor the tender sunlight kisses
Smile becomes a wierd smirk
Isn't that what most are ??!!
©bishu
Changed this to an asexual
Changed this to an asexual poem it was too limiting in interpretation so I opened it up drugs sports obsession love etc, now you can make what you will of it cheers Ss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
realy nice
realy nice
Thank you :)
Thank you :)
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
"...impossible reality..."
Recurrent, if the life is long enough, as a theme that will not leave for long, finding its way back to your back porch. I just checked, and yeah, its out there singing. - slc