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Supernatural Show Dream: July 27, 2013

WARNING! THIS DREAM IS VERY DISTURBING... READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!
 
Okay here is the dream. First off there is this show called: "Supernatural" over here. It is a show about two guys who fight off demons and try to stop the Apocalypse . At least that's what I have gotten from it... I don't really watch it and I have only seen a few episodes... Anyways here goes the dream: 
 
This dream was about the guys from the tv series, "Supernatural". I don't know their names though so I will just say "guys" or guy" or whatever...
 
 It all started when I walked into this warehouse-like room and saw the guys from supernatural. One was all evil looking and the other one was normal and the normal one suddenly ran up to me and picked me up and ran out the door.
 
 But as he was running with me, before we could get out of the door, I looked over and saw the other guy twitching and his eyes were rolling into the back of his head and they were turning black.
 
 I was freaked out. I remember thinking, "Oh my god, this is it, I am going to die!!!"  It was so intense. When he put me down I realized that I was bleeding..down there... I thought that I had started my period and got really embarrassed and apologized to the guy. 
 
Then, the guy said. "No, you are giving birth to Lilith " I freaked out again.
 
 All of a sudden there was blood everywhere coming from me. I know, gross right? Then through out the whole dream I was fighting off demons with the guy and one of the demons wanted to father my baby.
 
 And the whole time we were fighting off demons I was still giving birth.... I was just walking and running around in labor and bleeding everywhere... 
 
We ended up banishing the demon that wanted to be the father of my baby, too... Among other creepy demons... or what ever.
 
 And also, the whole dream I was still giving birth. Let's just say it was very bloody and gross...
 
 I woke up before I even had the baby, or "Lilith" or whatever!!
 
 It was fucking crazy and intense!! I didn't even tell you the whole dream. There was just too much going on in it to tell it all. I woke up feeling so wierded out, lol. Then I went back to sleep and had another dream that I barely remember... And that's it... Crazy, right???
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Daydream Believer

 

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nU615FaODCg

^^open in new tab to hear^^

 

I don't know how you feel,

Only you know that.

 

I know what can happen to a person

When they have been beat down

To a point where they feel they cannot 

Handle living anymore,

You can close yourself off from feeling,

Sort of like a shut off valve is in the back

Of your subconscious,

And you just decide that it isn't

Worth feeling anything at all

Because if there is going 

To be negativity along with it,

Well, you would rather feel nothing

At all...ever again...you could care less.

 

Life wasn't supposed to be like this, right?

There wasn't supposed to be any bad feelings

Once love came to town,

The recipe doesn't call for sadness,

Not now, not ever, and if it did,

It would be like it is 

For someone like Brittany Spears, 

Or Kim Kardashian, where the entire world 

Cares about the outcome, right?

 

So go ahead, just roll all of those feelings 

Up into a tight little ball 

And let them roll where they will 

Inside your body...rolling along, 

Like a big black snowball collecting 

All the dark and scary real life things 

That you just cannot handle,

Because if you did, 

It would mean you have to face 

How much you resent the fact 

That you were lied to, 

Bamboozled by your own 

Loving parents hand,

Misguided by teachers, preachers, 

And well-meaning friends 

Who never had to go through 

What you're going through now--

And if they did, it wasn't as bad as what

You are going through, right?

 

Just let that ball keep rolling---

Or maybe you did, 

And now you're feeling it 

Roll up behind you,

And as it does, it is creating 

The reality you never asked for, 

Maybe you are feeling as if it is 

Going to just roll right over you 

And there won't be 

Anything left of you---at all,

It will take over like a bad virus,

And just as you planned, 

You'll never get to feel love again--

 

It only makes you scared 

To feel it, now, anyway, right?

 

But what of your mother and father,

And their dreams and expectations 

They have been planning for you?

Aren't you supposed to be alive

For the sole purpose of doing

As they ask? 

You want to be happy, right?

You want to be like them? 

Making them happy 

Is what will make you happy?

Or maybe you are confused

About how you even feel,

And that big black ball 

Is really about to swallow you up

And you are scared,

And underneath it,

You are angry, 

Sad, 

Desperate,

Helpless...

Maybe even a tiny bit hopeful...

Holding on with despair to the 

Fairytale ending---

Happily Ever After---

Admit it!! You believed it!!

You believed the lie!!

 

You may just want to

Make it all stop somehow, 

But you don't know how.

And you want to ask for help,

But you are even afraid to do that,

And you have no idea why,

Except for that everyone has 

Always told you asking for help

Isn't what you need.

Oh. 

You mean the same people

Who told you love would make 

Your life easy, wonderful, blissful

Everyday without ever having 

Any bad days or making any mistakes

And having to answer for them?

The same people who led you to

Believe that all you have to do 

Is say a Hail Mary and an Our Father

Every night and that life

Will magically fall into place? 

The same people who told you 

That as long as you behave as

A good person, citizen, student,

Then love will come and come to stay,

And now that it didn't pan out that way,

It's just your sorry fault,

Because, hell---they found a way

To make the lie appear real to them,

And if you can't then ---why---

It must be you that is doing it wrong, 

Right?

 

 

 

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No.

Wrong. 

 

There is no right or wrong way,

You are doing it right, 

And they are doing it right

But it is not easy to be honest 

With yourself when everyone

Around you is caught up in 

Something that is only real for them,

Just as your pain right now,

Is only real for you,

And no matter who you tell about it,

That part won't change,

Because this is your life,

And the pain is your pain, 

Your experience to experience,

No one knows what you are feeling,

Nor will they ever, 

But you might be able to find 

People who will listen,

Who have had similar experiences,

Who won't lie to you and tell you 

That it's raining when they are 

Really pissing down the side 

Of your leg because their life 

Happens to be going well for them,

And maybe you aren't a carbon copy 

Of everyone you grew up with.

 

Maybe you are different.

Maybe you are you,

And that is enough.

And maybe once you accept that,

And once you decide that is ok,

Then maybe you will be able 

To love without having to 

Have someone else to love first.

Because how can you give 

Something to someone that 

You never had for yourself?

The choice is easy,

Love without expectaion of getting

Anything back in return,

And never love if it is not 

Coming straight from your heart,

And what you get back, 

However large or small it may be,

Will always be a bonus of loving freely,

And enjoying the simple things

In life will become your 

Greatest wealth.

 

Or, you can have a pretend love with someone,

Where you perform certain actions

That everyone in society says 

And believes love is,

And get back what society says 

Love is in return from those actions,

Making love the game society 

Has made of it---to make lots of money,

To get married and buy into

The system of material gain,

To be up to your neck

In bills, to make it appear to 

Everyone that you have succeeded in life,

And to never taste true freedom

Within your soul and mind,

To live your life within a strictly

Monitored boundary of what love 

Can and cannot be.

And whatever you choose 

Is what you will become.

There is no right or wrong way,

There is only the way that is 

Going to be best for the person

You have grown to be,

Or the person you would like 

To grow to be, which doesn't

Involve anyone else until

You learn who that person is

within yourself

first.

 

Choose wisely, whatever you choose,

And decide to be happy with it,

Whatever you choose.

 

3:25 AM 7/26/2013 ©

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

just some thoughts on feelings and ways people may feel.

 

http://silentjourney.com/free-guided-meditation.html

 

(photo is not my creation)

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the dream of living in reality

 

 

 

 

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beautiful dream that i have seen in reality,

i am the weaver who weaves the achievable fantasy,

my paintbrush the guide in the universe's hand,

the gifts i've been given, are never on demand,

for blessed i become with this gift i can't compare,

that has joined me to one of a love very rare.

 

1:25 PM 7/15/2013 ©

 

inspired by Sipping Dreams 

 

http://www.postpoems.org/authors/sippingdreams

 

 

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

living the dream

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Wrong In Me (Hey Rain)

Hey rain come back and stay
Stay with me for one more day
'Cause I can't seem to wash away
So wash away the wrong in me


This time to get wet I can dare
I won't use the umbrella I swear
I won't try to protect myself
Or find a shelter I won't escape


Rain on me and wash away the dirt
Make me sacred earse my curse
Wash away this machine of hurt
Let it flow before my mind diverts


Hey clouds slow down don't go
Sky is dark but I want you to know
By the morning we'll see the rainbow
So don't leave and stay with me


Feelingless and stoned her I am
Standing unknown screaming your name
Sorry for the pain I gave. I'm a bad man
Only regrets in my heart and veins


I regret giving you so much to remember
It will hurt you more, it will last forever
Only for your good I hope I met you never
May be one day I'll forget everything
But I won't forget that last night of november


Hey dear god listen to my prayers
Make her smile and keep her safe
Where ever she is rain love in the air
Tell her to forgive the wrong in me


What if it never rained on me?
We never met and you didn't see
The nightmares I gave you never dreamed
What if I could wash it away eventually


What you always wanted me to be
Is something that I could never be
What if I could escape with only sorry
And kiss your forehead and say don't worry


So baby come back and stay
Just give me one more day
And I swear I'll wash away
I'll wash away the wrong in me

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I tried to talk about a person in it. its not really about rain. a person who gave so much love(rain) and got hurt in return and her lover is regretting and dont want her to leave.

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Life Your Dream

Live the dream

And sleep in peace,

Or touching the dream,

You awaken, to cease,

The love that calls you,

Is not in sleep,

And this is why,

My cherished dear,

You cannot conquer your inner fear,

And from your eyes,

Your dreams,

They weep.

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=yIuEcLgYAlU

 

8:20 PM 6/30/2013

 

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

Life is the dream... don't spend your whole life asleep in it. The universe is the dream, and we are the dreamweavers. Our choice we must make is to weave the dreams into our reality, or sleep forever within the dream. We all dream...whether we remember them or not does not change the roads we will travel, but can change how we travel the roads. It is a choice only we can make. 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZe0AXBvDtA&feature=endscreen&NR=1

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Live

Today I shall explore.

I shall break off my shell and

Touch my feet to the ground

I will run around the trees and

Form a path with my footsteps

 

Today I shall dream.

Like always, in my dreams I will

Find comfort from the damage my reality caused

I will create a perfect world and hope

That one day it comes true

 

Today I shall discover.

I will experience things that'll let me know

Who I really am

My home will be under the moon

And my heart will be my only guide.

 

I will gain enough memories

To tell my grandchildren,

And an endless generation will hear of my adventures.

They will learn what I did with my life,

So they will get that little spark set in their tummies

To want to achieve something similar

So they, too, can live life

 

A Dream... A Wonderful, Terrible Dream (in progress) Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I dreamnt of you last night, beautiful and free you were.
I had you in my sight last night, for a moment i did stirr
Wondering if you were really there or if you were to go away
Hoping your existence was reality in my present as there I lay
I thought maybe I had finally woken up from my nightmere
Only to find that it was all a dream and too much to bare.

I pray for you to come to me at night in any form
Then you do and my emotions roll in like a storm
At moments I struggle to hear your voice in my head
To visualize your movement or lying next to me in bed
Bitter sweet it is, to hear your voice and see you move
Knowing that when my eyes open wide, I yet again will lose

YOU is where where I want to be and where I've always been
YOU were my partner, my lover and my friend

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Peace In The Light

I live in a drywall box
Sitting alone staring at my clocks
With landscape art hanging all around me
It’s no wonder inspiration has finally found me
 
One day my mind forced my hand to start writing
About my parents in Heaven still fighting
Knowing their bodies lie beneath the ground
But believing that is not where there to be found
 
One night I dreamt of a beautiful house
It was on a sunny hill where I saw cat’s playing cards with a mouse
There was a young woman sitting on a porch rail
She turned to me and asked why I looked so pale
 
She told me she did not die
She told me I no longer have to cry
Then all of a sudden I awoke
Asking myself... “Was Mom's death some kind of horrible Joke” 
 
The Wake…The Funeral…
The Burial Mass…The Grave
Mom's dream message proved to me
She had risen from her Coffin in the Cave
 
Sometimes I wonder if Mom and Dad are really dead
Or are they living in my head
Can our parents be more alive than we think
Could they be some kind of Supernatural Link
 
Some say this life is a trial
With certain emotions recorded in our Spiritual File
We all experience wonder, joy, sorrow and pain
Some days… it’s a challenge just to stay sane
 
I pray our parents watch over us from a far
I swear sometimes… Their sitting in my car
Maybe when we experience life’s emotions
Our Parents are there recording the commotion
 
I bet Mom sews all day
She probably still has no time to play
I bet Dad writes all day
Will my sons ever find their way
 
Someday I will tell everyone
That Heaven maybe closer than the Sun
And even though our parents may not be here
When we take our last breath there is nothing to fear
 
Because what seems like a very dark day
Is really a small price to pay
So the next time you hear a familiar voice in your head
It could be your parents telling you they are not really dead
 
And I thank… GOD… I no longer have to write
Because my parents have finally found Peace in the Light
And some day when it’s my turn to go home
I will show my parents this poem  
 
 
 
 

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tags:

Tabula Rasa

Earth time,

Wake time,

Sleep time,

Dream time,

Life time,

Some time,

Any time...

What is time?

 

 

Something

measured

by man,

to keep track

of his illusions,

his confusions,

and when we

sleep,

and wander

throughout

the realms

of space...

and 'time',

intertwined.

 

Once upon

a dream so vast,

an infinite

number of

souls were cast,

beyond the

thoughts where

minds can

wander,

beyond the

planes where

spirits blunder.

 

My heart

forever longs

to share

the ecstasy

it holds,

I close my

eyes and leave

this world,

and don't know

where 'I' go.

 

The only thing

I know is that

the times when

I'm asleep,

is like a

metamorphosis,

the whole of

me, upsweeped.

dreaming holds

no slumber

there, no fantasies

suffice, it's

bliss becomes

my breath

in dreams

awakened

and alas...

once more,

enticed.

 

 

5:35 AM 5/31/2013 ©

Author's Notes/Comments: 

about life being the dream.