I watched on that weary night
From within the inelegant entrails
Of that jaded travel lodge,
An old ramshackle sign
Upon a pole with peeling paint
Facing the roadway droning:
“Vacancy, Vacancy.”
I remember a banana moon
Dawdling outside my motel window,
That out-sized open window,
From whence my red-veined eyes spied
Across the street an old man
Fingering his beads, kissing the cross
Before entering the bar named Jezebel.
The pungent smell
Of warm, stale day old Coronas
Permeated the motel room,
A haze of putrid Pall Mall smoke
girdling the bare light bulb
Hanging from the ceiling
Like a hangman’s noose.
Through an alcoholic haze
Faded memories lurk,
Subtle reminiscences
Of sights, sounds and smells,
Of drunken emotions,
Of subtle sensitivities
Hiding in the shadows there.
Memories of that sultry eve still linger,
A stray cat in heat outside the window
Purring in perfect harmony
With the old fashion fan whirring
In the heat of that sticky summer night
The curtains rising in the shadows
Upon waves of excited, animated air,
Hot, dark musty air blustered
Through the dusty open window,
As I stared through the window,
Multilayered stars flickering in sync
With the buzzing neon sign at the curb
Murmuring its maddening mantra:
“Vacancy, Vacancy.”