Somewhere deep down inside I feel the hatred growing

And it’s hard for me to smile knowing

Something inside me burns with fear

But still I can’t even shed a tear

My life is filled with pain and sorrow

I wish I could look forward to tomorrow

But it’s just another horrible day

To embarrass myself in a new kind of way

Sometimes I find it in me

To love what’s become of me

Most of the time I want to be something new

And find something else exciting to do

I wish I could be a better person

But for some reason I can’t find it in me to change

Even though I need to, it still feels kind of strange

To think of a new person like this

I don’t even know what to miss

Oh what a life this is becoming to be

I just wish I could see

The love and beauty people see in me.

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