How do you?

How do you explain to someone,

that the dream you once had,

had become lost, in a blink of an eye?

You try to hold on, thinking that maybe,

if you sleep just a bit longer,

it will have a different ending,

the next time you wake up.

How do you tell someone,

that when you looked out the same window

that you’ve been looking  through all these years,

that what you saw,

had changed,

never to be the same again?

How do you let the one you love, know,

that everything you once believed in,

had only existed,

because you loved them so much?

How do you tell yourself,

when one day you finally come that one door,

you’ve always wanted to open,

that you found the room behind it, empty?

How do you do it,

when it means that everything you once believed in,

was suddenly gone,

Like a streak of lighting, flashing across the sky?

How do you do it,

when it means that everything you worked for,

will disappear like the last breath of a dying man?

How do you do it,

when you hardly believe,

that you’ll make it without breaking into pieces?



I don’t know my sweetest angel,

But I know one thing for sure,

Sooner or later,

I am going to do it.

Even if it means,

Killing a small part of myself,

I’d rather do it,

than having you kill the whole of me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it's sad waking up one day and realising that love just doesn't cut it anymore, no matter how much you wish it would, could or should.Love makes us have endless hope and belief...it's incredible what you would endure for love...until one day you realise you either sacrifice love or yourself and I believe that you only have one life,so never sacrifice yourself...love doesn't require that-EVER.

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