Anxiety Spot/s

 

 

Talk low, talk quiet

talk silent, sleep?

no go quiet

go quiet

Talk low

AAyar oo haadal

hoos, oo hadaal

oos oo hadaal

 

I dream, Imagine

Visualize, see, 

inner, within

you on the 

round mirror

a mirror that is  wood

not pine but dark brown

I see you watching

her, this beautiful

African American woman

on the wood, brown and dark

wood, You are watching her

and I am searching her body

her face, hair and everything about her

is it me that want to see her at night,

No it is not a Fantasy, a sexual thought/s

Is It me that wants to watch, her this African American woman

at night, sleep?

Or is automatic, accidental, coincidental?

The G-spot, Erogeneous zone/s, 90s

words. "terms",

I have a blind spot for him and her

He loves her and she loves me

 

At night she reaches out with her co worker

and is in my visions, imaginations, masturbations

wresling trying to the touch the G-spot, mental

erogeneous zone/s, the anxiety spot in the left abdomen

touching that again and again in my wrestling masturbation

offense, and again and again I hit the spot, hit, hit, hit until

I touch that spot, the anxiety spot

It releases the anxiety and the hetro normative, the normative

Religion, Race, Race, Sexual Orientation,

 

"Bruised", sour, I work, live and laugh

unfolding, unravelling, coming down to the

time when I can tell them my feelings

laughing a lot at every word or sentence

in time of conversations. 

 

I sleep with women at night, in my consciouness

is it me or them, the men love the women

and the women love me, angels, angels that

are demonic, that are good touch that anxiety spot

So finally I sleep with him, and him,

after I slept with the African American women?

 

Anti Climatic, Climaxed, she asks again to

show her the night, the spots that are hurting

and why I am hurting, these anxiety spots

the wooden mirrior, the disable black man

the Parents of the lover + 2

The dead One and Family

A channel, a Radio, Analogue, Digital

The hurt, the anxiety spot/s 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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