Talk low, talk quiet
talk silent, sleep?
no go quiet
go quiet
Talk low
AAyar oo haadal
hoos, oo hadaal
oos oo hadaal
I dream, Imagine
Visualize, see,
inner, within
you on the
round mirror
a mirror that is wood
not pine but dark brown
I see you watching
her, this beautiful
African American woman
on the wood, brown and dark
wood, You are watching her
and I am searching her body
her face, hair and everything about her
is it me that want to see her at night,
No it is not a Fantasy, a sexual thought/s
Is It me that wants to watch, her this African American woman
at night, sleep?
Or is automatic, accidental, coincidental?
The G-spot, Erogeneous zone/s, 90s
words. "terms",
I have a blind spot for him and her
He loves her and she loves me
At night she reaches out with her co worker
and is in my visions, imaginations, masturbations
wresling trying to the touch the G-spot, mental
erogeneous zone/s, the anxiety spot in the left abdomen
touching that again and again in my wrestling masturbation
offense, and again and again I hit the spot, hit, hit, hit until
I touch that spot, the anxiety spot
It releases the anxiety and the hetro normative, the normative
Religion, Race, Race, Sexual Orientation,
"Bruised", sour, I work, live and laugh
unfolding, unravelling, coming down to the
time when I can tell them my feelings
laughing a lot at every word or sentence
in time of conversations.
I sleep with women at night, in my consciouness
is it me or them, the men love the women
and the women love me, angels, angels that
are demonic, that are good touch that anxiety spot
So finally I sleep with him, and him,
after I slept with the African American women?
Anti Climatic, Climaxed, she asks again to
show her the night, the spots that are hurting
and why I am hurting, these anxiety spots
the wooden mirrior, the disable black man
the Parents of the lover + 2
The dead One and Family
A channel, a Radio, Analogue, Digital
The hurt, the anxiety spot/s