she sat on the dressing table chair
and her hairstylist styled her hair
she was wearing a white strapped dress
she was ushered into the next room
her guest and her have dinner, she
was asked what she would like to drink
and she said cuppucino, her guest sat close to her
and she reclined back on the sofa, slowly feeling
the passion she gave herself to the moment
So she was chrismatic and craved her love
she was stuck on why she didn't have her love before
and all how come suddenly she was not only the top of her list but also the best
it caught her by surprise when for years only her talent and beauty were recognized
she pointed out that other women were preferred over her for years whom she considered her equal
In this fantasy her lover was speechless and reflected on these questions
and shared that her fantasies were private and she always felt that she could choose who she fantisized about
and that it wasn't a matter of politics it was just what felt good at the time