I am so done with this explaination
so done with trying to find out
how we met
So done with whatever is
a publicity stunt or for real
I am never mentioning it again to myself or others
embrioled in this nothing of a situation
I am been given my fairytale
with all these men
I look at him sometimes and see a long history
that I don't wanna even think about that
I also see now and these days the
it's been a while, and I can't get over this
just like that, oh he's not that important I thought
He called me one night, late real late
I was dealing with my sickness
Very Cooly he asked about this situation
I said I was sleeping, he made it clear
that he knew that it was me
I never thinking about that again
till now, the first one who called me about
this embroilment, I was thinking that no one ever
does that to me, yet I also wanting to get rid of him easy
So I was walking one day almost evening and he was very
sexy, talking and reminded somewhat of another guy
I was so annoyed and he said I told about that and you said
something to likes of I believe in this
Now it's deemining, so I embraced that lifestyle
and he could see me as a whore
Just comes in a different form
College educated and had a good social life
So he made feel like a character I saw on tv
So deep for me, and I was also thinking of this other guy
who was maybe listening on the other line, and I was out of place
So he said I gave him a hard time
and that I wanted a business relationship with no challenges
the last night I felt a bit of his life, and was happy that it was good
The fifth day of authmn and our lives progresses
they having their life and me my own
the roses are burgundy red
we came to this place, the dead are also here
whether we like them or not
Us with our lives always good never dying
Grammar and Spelling
have not and broiling
Thanks
Hi! I am glad you left a comment, it's really amazing to have input from an experienced Poet! I didn't understand what you exactly meant by " have not and brioling" I know what the word broiling means, please if possible explain a little more. Thanks.